Monday, 4 April 2016

Soul Ties

inspired by: Jhene Aiko you VS them

We bended backwards, screamed out loud, we port marks on each others skin and left each others hearts bleeding. We linked our minds and our hearts stroked the bond while our words were uttered like tongue speaking brothers at church on a cold winter morning.

We thought we were making love than night, we thought we were creating memories that night, we thought we were being vulnerable that night but we were not aware that we were being given each other's hearts in the palm of our bare hands

I had your soul, your fate, your spirit, your mind, your memory and your whole commemoration about me in the clean palm of my hands, I wasn't aware that u gave me all the power that night, the power to decide who you will be attracted to from now on I wasn't aware that you will see me everytime you look at her and I decide the kind of attitude you will tolerate or let alone the type of love you will be willing to accept

Im sorry...im sorry that I became your soul tie and you became mine on that Friday night beneath the lord's pure eyes, im sorry you have to be delivered from my memory,im sorry that what was fun that night gave birth to this unwitty consequence

I don't know how I can tell you that you don't need therapy, for you to get purged from the memories we created when we told the universe to tie us together coz we belong together,all you need is the one man who was eavesdropping when we were having those 3AM conversations about how we deeply love each other even when he knew we were lying,he listed

Now that you know...please go tell Jesus you are sorry you never kept your promise, please go tell him we hurt each other and one of us was planning on doing so intentionally. Please tell him to mend you,and when you are done,please ask him to turn an ear to my prayer of compassion too,I know he will forgive me hence I exonerate you but right now,all I have for you is a goodbye,a goodbye not held down by recollections or your character that I got to fall in love with when everything in the word was loosing its meaning,im talking about days when trees lost leaves and birds lost features,those are the days i am talking about but for now my love...its a goodbye with no dots of my name printed on it