Remember the days

Inspired by;John Legend-Bridge over troubled Water

There are days where your mind heard your soul cry, not just cry tears of helping the heart sooth, but tears of reaching out,for help not only just being heard.
the heart bleeds in search of the words"you are not alone".
there are nights where your eyes reflected the colour of your blood and your body reflecting the lonely nights which had your soul torn apart is search of the words "you are not alone"
Remember the days where fear caged you to an extent where you swallowed your words.
remember the days you had a "bitter or sweet" thrist to be listened to,not just heard but listened to.
the days where you reached out for someone who will take you out of this world you have created, a world which  is drowning your dreams away and comforting you with pain.
remember the times your silence was so loud, you could hear you own missery telling you; you cant,you wont,you should not and it wont end.
It is those days where you burried your dreams ,it is those days where the only thing you wanted to percieve was your own pain.
it is those days where you said RIP to being human,to feeling, to having a heart and emotions.
it is those days you waited for an angel that woulding come,it is those days where you shed a tear in a river bank, hoping to recognise it in the midst of harshly  flowing water.
it is that day where you shouted so hard ur throat began to dry out and were not heard,it is those days where you surrenderd to pain and broke your wings.
it is those days where you became an enemy to your own being and cut your own wings,preventing you from flaurishing. it is those days where you cut your wings, those days are the reason you cannot build bridges which will soother your heart,tear down your dead mind and reboot your soul.
Those days are the reason you cannot fly today.